"so if i go to nova scotia, am i going to need a passport?"
ASH IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
things haven't been this good since i can't remember when.
honestly.
EVERYTHING is good.
the sisterhood will be complete again tomorrow.
and just life in general is good.
i'm finally feeling happy again.
i'm finally feeling like MYSELF again.
i feel like i'm getting out of the rut.
today in church i think was the first time i've truly worshiped in so long.
it felt amazing.
a feeling i haven't felt in probably a year.
i know that worship is more than just a feeling.
but the feeling sure was there today.
and i liked it.
a whole lot.
honestly, who woulda known that one little chat would've impacted me so much.
and it kinda impacted me without me even realizing it.
things just changed.
partially because of circumstance.
but partially just because i wanted them to.
i needed them to.
and they did.
maybe my friends were gone for a reason.
i needed to "find myself" (that sounded lame!)
but seriously.
i needed to get out of my rut.
and i needed to do it alone.
i'm not saying i'm gonna be perfect.
but i just feel amazing right now.
i hope this turns into something amazing.
i love my friends.
a lot.
i love all of you.
you guys are amamzing.
17 days and counting!!!!!!
things haven't been this good since i can't remember when.
honestly.
EVERYTHING is good.
the sisterhood will be complete again tomorrow.
and just life in general is good.
i'm finally feeling happy again.
i'm finally feeling like MYSELF again.
i feel like i'm getting out of the rut.
today in church i think was the first time i've truly worshiped in so long.
it felt amazing.
a feeling i haven't felt in probably a year.
i know that worship is more than just a feeling.
but the feeling sure was there today.
and i liked it.
a whole lot.
honestly, who woulda known that one little chat would've impacted me so much.
and it kinda impacted me without me even realizing it.
things just changed.
partially because of circumstance.
but partially just because i wanted them to.
i needed them to.
and they did.
maybe my friends were gone for a reason.
i needed to "find myself" (that sounded lame!)
but seriously.
i needed to get out of my rut.
and i needed to do it alone.
i'm not saying i'm gonna be perfect.
but i just feel amazing right now.
i hope this turns into something amazing.
i love my friends.
a lot.
i love all of you.
you guys are amamzing.
17 days and counting!!!!!!