B.F.F.L.!!!
after spending the past few days with maor, it was time to say goodbye to him today. i told him in the beginning i wasn't going to cry and this time...i didnt!!! yay!!! the weird thing is, i think he was more sad to say goodbye to me then i was to him. i mean, OF COURSE i am going to miss him, but i know i will see him again, and i have a feeling it wont be too far away. we bonded more than anything these past few days and i love it. whenever we are in public, people think we are dating. whenever he is with any girl in public, people think they are dating. its hilarious. so when i was saying goodbye to him today, he says "youre beautiful alex" and i just look away and laugh and hes liek "no, look at me and say "i am beautiful"" but i couldnt. i said it but i he made me say it looking into his eyes with a serious face. it took me like 5 minutes to say it, but i said it. i didnt mean it though. its horrible. but no matter what, maor has helped me so much. he gives the best advice and puts my mind into reality. i love it and i couldnt be more grateful.
i love my phone calls with ilana winter. i love her.
so nicole is having best-friend-at-school problems aaand i feel horrible. she is going thru what i went thru and i know how she feels. its sooooo hard to see my best friend going thru such a shitty situation. these girls are SO mean to her, and they have NO reason to be doing what theyre doing. i wish i went to school with her so i can put those girls in their places and be there for her 24/7. me and her are probably going to have a calorie fest on my couch tomorrow night. yay!!!
this weekend has the possibility to be amazing. lets hope it is.