Jun 13, 2006 17:09
lives was amazing. seeing everyone was so much fun and recieving some amazing, meaningful, historical things from some of the most beuatiful people i know was amazing.
hilary giving me her life was amazing. it hit me that she is REALLY leaving me in august. this is weird.
my 3 best friends ALL giving me their sweatshirts...wow.
seeing shai's ass...ehh.
france chasing me, shosh, and ariella...hilarious
zack getting mad at me...i dont know.
i had an amazing time. as much as i was upset and frustrated at the end of the night, it was so much fun. bbyo has taught me not to be afraid of showing my emotions. before convention, i HATED crying in front of people. i saw it as a sign of weakness and vulnerability. but ever since the seperates program at convention, that has changed. now i feel like it shows my friends how much i do love them.
i talked to mike on the phone today for awhile. it was a little weird when he asked me about my boy situation first, because he used to be part of that situation, and second because my boy situation is kasfjdfienafjdsfjfdfd shit. i am going to see him thursday for his 18th birthday and then ilanas graduation!!!!! board overnite on friday and then b.s. on saturday, which shall be interesting.
peace.love.and being a jew
board overnite,
boys,
mike,
lives,
ilana,
crying,
bs