and i want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd...

[woohoo4nia]

UGGGGGH!! Why can't I get him out of my head? Why can't I just forget about him and move on? He hurt me so bad and I somehow still want him back. I miss him so much! Everyone tells me he isn't worth it and that I can do better...but I don't want better. I want him! God, I am such a loser. lol.

Well that was all I had to say. lol. I need people to tell me all the horrible things about Ricky so I can hate him again. = ) lol.

I'll write later...

<3 Nia