A New Day Dawning
Good morning, everyone! i woke up this morning with a renewed optimism, so something must have changed. Matt even woke up all slobbery which hasn't happened much lately, so what does that tell you? No, i still don't have any results from the tests that Junior did the other day - the tuberculosis test remains hidden under a bandaid that i have not touched - and my eyeballs are still googly. And i just found out that this project ends no later than 28 FEB. But the dread that i've been under the past few days seems lifted.
After going to bed about 10:30, i woke up about 1:30 to pee and i worried that i would be up the rest of the night. i vaguely remember something about pulling little black kids from a burning building and then feeling Matt's arm coming around me from behind. mmmmm... As he rolled back the other way, i rolled with him and looked at the clock and it was already 5 to 6! i'd done it! i'd slept the whole night! Hugging and cuddling led to the aforementioned slobbering which leads us to now. Thank you all for your words of encouragement this week. i hope to get some actual LJ time this weekend so i can say thank you to each of you personally. my eyes are still googly. cop4cbt suggested that i go back and look for previous evidence of googly eyes. i remembered a failed attempt at transairn's new year's call to "show me your eyes". And sure enough, they were googly even then. i was still feeling crap that day, so i didn't try again. Forensic photography...who knew? In the meantime, i'm going to cherish this feeling for as long as i can. At least until i get to the office. Fingers are x'd.