Apr 01, 2006 14:34
Well what a weekend its been already, my Date didn't show and i've heard nothing from her, most annoyed,
And oh boy did i get wasted last night, first stop the intrepid fox, second stop some dodgy trendy irish pub(cos my mate new the drummer of some dodgy covers band) they was bloody awful then 3rd stop the ship public house on wardour street, love this friendly little drinking house had a beer in there with good ole Jonty, then back to the fox with Jonty Pash(dude the kitchen will be finished soon)and Heidi and a few others,
Then the BIG one and i mean BIG(boy it was a toughy) we went to the CROBAR, now anyone who knows me well knows the pasion i have for this bar(i built the bar)with help of course, but i love this place it's like an extension of home(which the hobgob in reading is also going to become) but under very stupid actions on my part i got barred almost 2 months ago now, anyway i wont bore your asses off(well thoes who actualy read this )with the details but last night i called the owner and asked if it was time my baring was up(a barring which i asked to happen)and the answer was RESOUNDING YES with conditions of course, all was well people was polite, thoes people who were not in quite in the circle(guess thats what you could call it) but then it happened everyone got back from the Tommy Vance(RIP) memorial gig the circle of friends my ex included and her it would seem new boyfriend, who's a nice guy (yes i have spoken to him before) if not a bit on the dull side, but how shall i put this Pash looked decidely worried at this point(he actulay mentioned this) when they walked in, but i have to say that was hard my ex's new boyfriend looked uncomfortable well pash seemed to think so, but then i did as well, but after a while i had to get out of there before i boiled over the edge of the pan and made maters even worse, i've only just been alowed back in the crobar i'm not going to get barred again,,,,, NO FUCKING WAY IN HELL...
Actualy Pash said about 10mins before we did actualy leave he thought it was best if we do, cos in his words "Dude you've got phsycotic eyes, i think we should leave" it was me who decided i was still ok at that point, but i didn't do anything silly and i walked out of my own accord,
Fuck me tho that was hard and it does still hurt, i feel i'm now on the outside of my circle of friends and the person, Thekla is firmly inside and it was me who introduced her to all these paople in the first place, but i'm not to sure what hurts more that or if i'm still hurting over THEKLA i believe a larg bit of both.....
What was nice tho, at about 1:45 in the morning i got a TXT MSG from Rich(he's the CROBAR owner) saying "I understand it was difficult but you did good.. c u soon"
I have to say that touched me, how many bar owners actualy realy give a shit about the regular people who drink in their places??? not bloody many that i've met over the years...
Then we rounded the night of in the Ballroom for Sin city......