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It's been in forever since I've posted an entry, but I have been reading those made by my friends, and now feel compelled to write one of my own. The reasoning is of course..a woman.
For the past month and a half, I've been rather involved with a woman named Jessica. She is currently attending college in Indiana, so our relationship is kind of long distance, but we talk on the phone every night for an hour or two, and also regularly chat online. We have actually been in each others physical presence twice in the last month. There is something between us and we do have feelings for each other. However, she does not fully consume my mind. I have been able to function normally and don't get tingles in my stomach when I think about her. Is that bad? I feel kind of guilty about it and question my true feelings about the relationship.
The main reason the question comes to mind, is other women have had those effects on me. Women that I wasn't really involved with but was hopeful about. For example, recently there was a woman I was in communication with regularly and seeing on occasion as friends, related to work, and I was crazy about her. She is all I could think about. I walked with a little extra skip in my step. But I knew we would never be in a serious relationship, And there have been several other women I've had crushes on who made me feel the same way. While the few women I have been in serious relationships with didn't really have that effect on me either, at least not from the start. So I wonder if that's normal...if there is really that much of a difference between infatuation and true love?
For the past month and a half, I've been rather involved with a woman named Jessica. She is currently attending college in Indiana, so our relationship is kind of long distance, but we talk on the phone every night for an hour or two, and also regularly chat online. We have actually been in each others physical presence twice in the last month. There is something between us and we do have feelings for each other. However, she does not fully consume my mind. I have been able to function normally and don't get tingles in my stomach when I think about her. Is that bad? I feel kind of guilty about it and question my true feelings about the relationship.
The main reason the question comes to mind, is other women have had those effects on me. Women that I wasn't really involved with but was hopeful about. For example, recently there was a woman I was in communication with regularly and seeing on occasion as friends, related to work, and I was crazy about her. She is all I could think about. I walked with a little extra skip in my step. But I knew we would never be in a serious relationship, And there have been several other women I've had crushes on who made me feel the same way. While the few women I have been in serious relationships with didn't really have that effect on me either, at least not from the start. So I wonder if that's normal...if there is really that much of a difference between infatuation and true love?