Feb 05, 2007 19:02
According to the doctors report this morning my grandma's body is shutting down and could pass today, tomorrow or next week. It's a hard time and I hate knowing the dreaded time is coming but don't know when.
Have always been close to my grandma, as she has been a big part of my my life. And for the last several years the lives of my parents have kind of revolved around her, and is a big hunk of our conversation. I will miss her and will be a big change in life. My brother and I have been fortunate to have spent more time with her than any of the other grandkids, and she has often said the same.
Soon the day will come when she is at a better place, and while I don't want to see her go, she isn't really living now anyway. The grandma I know who could rattle off story after story of memories, always told in the exact same way, is already gone. But saying good bye to the body still won't be easy.