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My high didn't last for very long, one of these days I'll learn and know better than to expect that I'd get to enjoy a nice evening with a lady. But I keep believing in false hopes.
Went to church this morning to find out if she would go to the concert with me, I'd either be very happy or as usual let down. She apologized for not having called and said she thought she had made plans with a friend for the night of the concert and hadn't had the chance to talk to her to but would call me when she knew for sure. So already it didn't sound good.
She did call this afternoon and confirmed that she wouldn't be able to go.
Once again my heart was broken.
I had told myself to not get all excited about it, so I wouldn't suffer a big let down and I thought I was doing pretty good but I guess not because it still hurts.
It's not that I was expecting us to start a big romance or anything, I was just looking forward to sharing a good night with someone and developing a new friendship. Especially with a woman, because those opportuniies have been non existent in my life and i guess they will continue to be so.
Fittingly enough, a little while after the call I turned on the radio and my theme song was playing, 'Beautiful' which only solidified my sorrow.
Went to church this morning to find out if she would go to the concert with me, I'd either be very happy or as usual let down. She apologized for not having called and said she thought she had made plans with a friend for the night of the concert and hadn't had the chance to talk to her to but would call me when she knew for sure. So already it didn't sound good.
She did call this afternoon and confirmed that she wouldn't be able to go.
Once again my heart was broken.
I had told myself to not get all excited about it, so I wouldn't suffer a big let down and I thought I was doing pretty good but I guess not because it still hurts.
It's not that I was expecting us to start a big romance or anything, I was just looking forward to sharing a good night with someone and developing a new friendship. Especially with a woman, because those opportuniies have been non existent in my life and i guess they will continue to be so.
Fittingly enough, a little while after the call I turned on the radio and my theme song was playing, 'Beautiful' which only solidified my sorrow.