Oct 24, 2005 16:57
"in the morning through the window shade with the light pressed up against your shoulder blade i could see what you were reading..."
i guess for some reason this week i have been feeling lost and stupid. mostly stupid. mostly lost. and for the first time in a long time i can't be amused at my self.
I cried this morning over too-nice emails from friends in worse places than i am and over Stephaniejoy's live journal. Oh, and over Sufjan. I feel more blessed by these stupid tears than i have by anything else lately and am thinking maybe it is time that i give up trying to make it through life in my own strength and that whatever you want Lord it's yours. it's yours, it's yours.
"All the glory when He took our place, He took my shoulders and He shook my face and He takes and He takes and He takes."