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May 20, 2005 16:00

so gosh darn long since i wrote anything in here that wasn't plans or pictures or lyrics from songs on a playlist that i am still listening to. Hello!

My life is all crazy today, it seems like i'm living for someone else, so today i am not Kerryn i am some kind of crazy half kerryn! one who couldn't watch springer cos it was so gross and may have offended a uni lecturer! oh my! This weird un Kerryn is starting to question the importance of grammar, is it worth failing a subject for? i don't think it is. i'm not certain. alot of things that made sense are confused today.

I know somethings for sure:
1. I want pancakes
2. I want tomato!
3. I want good tv.
4. I want my cats to come inside and sleep on top of each other in a little lump on my lap.
5. I want some of my stuffed animals to come to life and talk to me and say the things i imagined them saying when i was growing up/still imagine them saying.
6. I want my "My First Kitchen Food" to become real food and a real oven and a real sink so that i can have a miniature kitchen in my bedroom and also there is tomato in there so i could eat it.
7. I want to sing like a tiger and laugh and laugh and laugh
8. I want something to smile about.
9. I want boiled lollies! pink ones! and schweppes traditional raspberry
20.I want to make something with my hands or write a story that has an ending

surely that is enough, surely 20 things will fill up my wanting quota for today. oh but wait

21.I want everyone i care about to be here right now sitting and eating boiled sweets and drinking traditonal raspberry, laughing with me. oh how we'd laugh! we'd laugh and laugh and laugh. they could make me pancakes and bring tomato! and i wouldn't need tv or cats or my stuffed animals to talk and there would just be no room for a mini kitchen. We'd make the most delicious cake and the most wonderful story that didn't need an ending, it would be there, in the room forever.
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