well...
I have been working at QT. It isn't hard work at all. The down side is that I will have to find a different job within a few months. I have to do stuff working there that I wont be able to do because I am pregnant. I am not supposed to lift a certain amount of weight. I have to lift 5 gallon soda boxes from the ground to shelves higher than my shoulders. I think that might be a little too heavy for me to lift. I want a job though. I like working at QT. I just don't know if I am smiley enough for it. They want me to smile all the time and I don't do that. Even though I am happy. I just don't smile a lot. I don't know why, it probably has something to do with my childhood. The way I was raised or something. Oh well.
I am so excited about having a baby. I have a few things already and it makes me happy. I am too impatient, though. I want him (I believe it will be a boy) to be here already. I can't wait. Then when he is here it will go by so fast and then I will wish that he was still a tiny baby because he will be 18 before I know it. I don't know why I think it will be a boy but, I do. I would be happy if I had a girl too. I could make her all dressed up and pretty all the time. I could make sure that she grows up with the mom she deserves instead of how my mother treated me. I wont let that happen to my babies. Nope. I wont.
Anyway. I am going to make a scrap book of my pregnancy for the baby when he/she gets bigger and of every year of his/her life. I know that some people might think that is taking it a little too far but, I wish I even had one scrap book or just a photo book of my baby memories and stuff. I think my child will be just as sentimental (I spelled that wrong, I think) as me so, I am going to let him/her have those memories on paper so he/she can remember back 30 years from now. O.K. I am starting to ramble on and on so, I am going to stop before I write a book.
Well, love to all of my close ones.
Mommy Maggot.
Bebo.