Some things that some people don't know...
I haven't told some people somethings and I want to get it out.
Adam and I are back together. I know I might have tried to make it very clear that I wouldn't get back with him. That is only because I didn't want everyone to be mad at me. I was too worried about how everyone else felt to worry about the fact that I missed him. I am very in love with him. I always have been. I think that no matter what happens we will always get back together. He has never hit me and he would never hurt me. Some of you might think that he will never change but, I am willing to give him another shot. I don't care how many shots it takes really. I might get unhappy sometimes and want to leave but, I think that is because growing up I moved so much that I got used to it or something and I just have to get used to being stable. I want to be with Adam for the rest of my life. I know we have issues to work out which we are and we have worked most of them out. Every couple has problems anyway. Right? Ok...
The VERY IMPORTANT information that I want to tell everyone...
Adam and I are going to get married. Sooner than you think. I really don't care if anyone dissaproves of it either. Yeah, I will be upset, very upset, if my two very best friends don't give me their blessing but, I am going to do it anyway. I want to do this and if Gene can't change my mind than I don't really think anyone can. I don't want anyone to change my mind anyway. So, please don't try. I have already heard it all anyway. "Don't rush into it..." "You are going to regret it..." Whatever. I don't want to hear it. I am doing what I want to do because, it is my turn to make me happy. I don't want to live my life trying to make everyone else happy. I think it is my turn.
Anyway...
I love you all. Please talk to me about how you are taking this.
Bebo.
Adam and I are back together. I know I might have tried to make it very clear that I wouldn't get back with him. That is only because I didn't want everyone to be mad at me. I was too worried about how everyone else felt to worry about the fact that I missed him. I am very in love with him. I always have been. I think that no matter what happens we will always get back together. He has never hit me and he would never hurt me. Some of you might think that he will never change but, I am willing to give him another shot. I don't care how many shots it takes really. I might get unhappy sometimes and want to leave but, I think that is because growing up I moved so much that I got used to it or something and I just have to get used to being stable. I want to be with Adam for the rest of my life. I know we have issues to work out which we are and we have worked most of them out. Every couple has problems anyway. Right? Ok...
The VERY IMPORTANT information that I want to tell everyone...
Adam and I are going to get married. Sooner than you think. I really don't care if anyone dissaproves of it either. Yeah, I will be upset, very upset, if my two very best friends don't give me their blessing but, I am going to do it anyway. I want to do this and if Gene can't change my mind than I don't really think anyone can. I don't want anyone to change my mind anyway. So, please don't try. I have already heard it all anyway. "Don't rush into it..." "You are going to regret it..." Whatever. I don't want to hear it. I am doing what I want to do because, it is my turn to make me happy. I don't want to live my life trying to make everyone else happy. I think it is my turn.
Anyway...
I love you all. Please talk to me about how you are taking this.
Bebo.