Mar 05, 2005 02:51
So I just got home from work. I volunteered to help close since Stephen and Jesse were closing. I got stuck on snack bar with Jesse which was supposed to be wes's job but he didnt know how to listen, but i was really really glad that I did get stuck on snack bar with Jesse the whole night.. When we began closing, i got stuck preping pizzas for the b-day partys the next day, and i felt tears comming down my face just thinking about all the good times we've had and how we were when we first met. after the pizzas were preped, and some cleaning, I told her how Ive been feeling lately and we had a pretty good conversation about everything... we worked excelent together tonight and the whole time all i could think about all the shit me and her have been through together, and i realized, shes the only friend i have down here that still stays my friend no matter what... through all the fucking painful fights, we've always stayed by each other's side, and we both pointed out, we were not as mature then, than we are now, and all of the fights were all bullshit, even though they were VERY bad. I told her I love her still and always had. Shes aways been my sister to look after. It hurt really bad when I had to get mad at her at times when she pissed me off in the past because i still loved her, regardless....blah.. I dont know wtf to expect in the future, but hopefully it will be good... we'll see....
- Patrick
love ya jesse =]