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Okay, so it's time for those like three times a year weirdo posts that don't make a whole lot of sense and where I try and act interesting like I know what I'm talking about. So, it has come to my attention that I have become like obsessed with these stupid ass survery things on myspace..and while I was completing one a few moments ago, I just realized what a mix of things people are. And these mix of things is what makes you love some and despise others.
Take me for example...I like country music and own a cowboy hat, but at the same time wear black eyeliner and mostly wear black and talk about horror movies and killing people constantly. I also say the word like all the time but still rock out to classic rock while sporting the tye dye. I mean, as most you of you can see, this is totally inspired by myspace lol...But I know that everyone is like this...it's what makes people special and unique. Like I said, I guess this is what attracts or distances people away from other people.
So what is it in people that I am drawn to, because on the outside, my friends are pretty different. Some have money and nice clothes, some don't. Some love to watch people get sawed in half, others don't. Some love romantic comedies, some don't. But if you really look at these people, they are almost all the same. Most of them are mean. That sounds awful, but it's true. I know I'm mean too. I mean I'm not going to sit here and say they are all bitches, but for the most part, yes it's true. I love them for this too, none are fake and pretend nice to anyone. We love each other and hate everyone else lol. But at the same time, they are all the most caring people in the world. none selfish and self-centered. They all also love some things I do, and don't other things. So do all the things I was talking about, as in things they like or do really matter? The more I am writing here it is seeming to me that I am actually drawn to people according to their personalities, not their interests or hobbies or anything like that. But wouldn't everyone say that that's how friends form, through personalities. Well after this long debate in my head, it seems that way.
So does it even matter that I like to sit on bar stools or that I like to stalk people online and jump on top of people in bed? According to my little study no, but I now think it is these things that just makes people love other people even more.
So, I have just decided that was the most useless and random point I have ever tried to make and I don't know why I tried to make it. On to something more substantial, I go back to Dominican in 6 days!! Holy crap!! I'm so excited I don't even know what I'm going to do with myself! There are just some people that make you the happiest person on the earth, and being away from them for 8 months has been the worst torture I could ever ask for. I have no idea what my mom is going to do without me...lord
Oh and just a last little note...some people suck, thank god they don't read this, but they do. They don't know how to get along with anyone and whenever they drink they have to find something wrong with something or else they aren't satisfied...grow up..and if they ever want to start something with me about a certain aspect in my life...let's do it, they have no idea
Take me for example...I like country music and own a cowboy hat, but at the same time wear black eyeliner and mostly wear black and talk about horror movies and killing people constantly. I also say the word like all the time but still rock out to classic rock while sporting the tye dye. I mean, as most you of you can see, this is totally inspired by myspace lol...But I know that everyone is like this...it's what makes people special and unique. Like I said, I guess this is what attracts or distances people away from other people.
So what is it in people that I am drawn to, because on the outside, my friends are pretty different. Some have money and nice clothes, some don't. Some love to watch people get sawed in half, others don't. Some love romantic comedies, some don't. But if you really look at these people, they are almost all the same. Most of them are mean. That sounds awful, but it's true. I know I'm mean too. I mean I'm not going to sit here and say they are all bitches, but for the most part, yes it's true. I love them for this too, none are fake and pretend nice to anyone. We love each other and hate everyone else lol. But at the same time, they are all the most caring people in the world. none selfish and self-centered. They all also love some things I do, and don't other things. So do all the things I was talking about, as in things they like or do really matter? The more I am writing here it is seeming to me that I am actually drawn to people according to their personalities, not their interests or hobbies or anything like that. But wouldn't everyone say that that's how friends form, through personalities. Well after this long debate in my head, it seems that way.
So does it even matter that I like to sit on bar stools or that I like to stalk people online and jump on top of people in bed? According to my little study no, but I now think it is these things that just makes people love other people even more.
So, I have just decided that was the most useless and random point I have ever tried to make and I don't know why I tried to make it. On to something more substantial, I go back to Dominican in 6 days!! Holy crap!! I'm so excited I don't even know what I'm going to do with myself! There are just some people that make you the happiest person on the earth, and being away from them for 8 months has been the worst torture I could ever ask for. I have no idea what my mom is going to do without me...lord
Oh and just a last little note...some people suck, thank god they don't read this, but they do. They don't know how to get along with anyone and whenever they drink they have to find something wrong with something or else they aren't satisfied...grow up..and if they ever want to start something with me about a certain aspect in my life...let's do it, they have no idea