This may break your heart...
It's been over seven months since my last injection of the black tar like substance. And over a year and a half since being at Leela's. And now I'm 86'ed from my second home. Since I got back into Denver I've been patronizing the establishment and spending a good deal of money there. I've been meeting some amazing people and have never felt more welcome than I have been in any place other than Sputnik or The Hi Dive. Well... Take liberties with that statement. Still though, I am being judged on the person I used to be instead on the person I'm working toward being...
I've never felt so rejected.
I guess somethings will never be the same.
My heart is broken right now. I'm trying to drown my sorrows with some limitations as to how many a drink I can imbibe without going over board. But I'm still very depressed... I'll probably write a song about it tonight.
Recording with Brian is something I am really looking forward to. I'm just at the mercy of his schedule right now. When he says jump I'll ask how high, and whether or not to bring the spirits.
I'm at a recent all time low right now.
I crave human interaction.
I could use a friend...
I've never felt so rejected.
I guess somethings will never be the same.
My heart is broken right now. I'm trying to drown my sorrows with some limitations as to how many a drink I can imbibe without going over board. But I'm still very depressed... I'll probably write a song about it tonight.
Recording with Brian is something I am really looking forward to. I'm just at the mercy of his schedule right now. When he says jump I'll ask how high, and whether or not to bring the spirits.
I'm at a recent all time low right now.
I crave human interaction.
I could use a friend...