Embedded in my thoughts or something like that.
Things have never been worse or as great as they are.
I thoroughly enjoyed free cake and some quality time with Avery last Friday. :-)
Although I missed the big band thinger on Saturday and Machine Gun Blues on Sunday... That blonde haired cool organ dude (I forgot his name... Anyone wanna help me out on this one?) gave me tons of tickets and I handed them all out minus the two I was gonna use. What happened? My father came into town. :-\
I swear things will get better... I really hope so. I mean, how long can I go being this broke and emotionaly volitale?
Avery is indeed a worthy adversary when it comes to throwing extravegant pity parties. All he needs is a clown and he's in business! He's surprisingly close in terms of emotionally unstableness and sad sack-edness. And I absolutely love him for it. :-)
He's like one of the only tall people who don't scare me. I savored spending time with him and helping him move out of his loft in the wee hours post Karla's B-Day show. He's so cool... He's got that going for him though. I'm merely a decoration when it comes to this zany scene we call Denver.
Although there are definitely a few people who make me glad I'm not a gun owner yet. :-) (For my head... NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE!)
Sigh... I hope Avery and I can make that band come into fruition at least once before he decides to leave this fucked up burg for good. I wonder where a manly man like him would wind up? Portland? Seattle? New York maybe? He's got soooooo much potential and indie cred he can do and fuck whom'ever he wishes. Plus he's still got those power ranger monster suits from Mr Pacman's old music videos! :-D
I wanna play dress up!
There is much more I wanna adress... But maybe later today. One thing is certain though, I'll be at the Pac's kareoke thinger tonight at the Hi-Dive! :-)
Anyone wanna go with me? Or are going any ways? I have a bit of cash and I'm in a pretty good mood today. Let's meet up before hand and see us some indie movie at the Esquire! :-D
My treat!
What'cha think of this here now?
It's inspired by me seeing my old room mate (The one I used to what I thought was date...) And he was with another guy and I think a girl... I waved but he sorta scoffed and pretended I wasn't there. I was with this new guy who's super rad and cute and who was with me cheering me up because I was actually trying to get ahold of said ex room mate before hand along with a few other oldies and... Blah... :-(
Let me know if it's a bit much?
You Got All This Shit In Your Head And Even More On Your Dick!!!
(Working title)
::Verse 1::
He does it for the bitches
He does it for the bragging rights that come along
He does it because he can
He does it as long as I never say a word again
::Pre Choruse::
And it feels like
All my fault here
That he's gone on with his life
I used to be someone he could be with
Now he's looking for a wife
Because they stare....
Oh yeah, they all staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare!
::Verse 2::
He did it because he loved me
He did it because he liked his dick sucked to the bone
He did it because he fucked me
Now he'd rather die than be alone with me....
::Pre Choruse::
And it feels like it's all my fault here
Now that he's gone on with his life
I used to be someone he could be with
Now he's looking for a wife
Because they stare....
Oh yeah, they all staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare!
::Chorus::
I don't think I wanna be myself
Or see myself, I wanna be somebody else
And fall away, Ignorance is bliss
::Verse 3::
I do it for my self esteem
I always take it for the team
I try my hardest to laugh
I'm just never gonna be on track here...
::Bridge::
If misery loves company
Then I'm selling all my stock!
I thoroughly enjoyed free cake and some quality time with Avery last Friday. :-)
Although I missed the big band thinger on Saturday and Machine Gun Blues on Sunday... That blonde haired cool organ dude (I forgot his name... Anyone wanna help me out on this one?) gave me tons of tickets and I handed them all out minus the two I was gonna use. What happened? My father came into town. :-\
I swear things will get better... I really hope so. I mean, how long can I go being this broke and emotionaly volitale?
Avery is indeed a worthy adversary when it comes to throwing extravegant pity parties. All he needs is a clown and he's in business! He's surprisingly close in terms of emotionally unstableness and sad sack-edness. And I absolutely love him for it. :-)
He's like one of the only tall people who don't scare me. I savored spending time with him and helping him move out of his loft in the wee hours post Karla's B-Day show. He's so cool... He's got that going for him though. I'm merely a decoration when it comes to this zany scene we call Denver.
Although there are definitely a few people who make me glad I'm not a gun owner yet. :-) (For my head... NOT FOR ANYONE ELSE!)
Sigh... I hope Avery and I can make that band come into fruition at least once before he decides to leave this fucked up burg for good. I wonder where a manly man like him would wind up? Portland? Seattle? New York maybe? He's got soooooo much potential and indie cred he can do and fuck whom'ever he wishes. Plus he's still got those power ranger monster suits from Mr Pacman's old music videos! :-D
I wanna play dress up!
There is much more I wanna adress... But maybe later today. One thing is certain though, I'll be at the Pac's kareoke thinger tonight at the Hi-Dive! :-)
Anyone wanna go with me? Or are going any ways? I have a bit of cash and I'm in a pretty good mood today. Let's meet up before hand and see us some indie movie at the Esquire! :-D
My treat!
What'cha think of this here now?
It's inspired by me seeing my old room mate (The one I used to what I thought was date...) And he was with another guy and I think a girl... I waved but he sorta scoffed and pretended I wasn't there. I was with this new guy who's super rad and cute and who was with me cheering me up because I was actually trying to get ahold of said ex room mate before hand along with a few other oldies and... Blah... :-(
Let me know if it's a bit much?
You Got All This Shit In Your Head And Even More On Your Dick!!!
(Working title)
::Verse 1::
He does it for the bitches
He does it for the bragging rights that come along
He does it because he can
He does it as long as I never say a word again
::Pre Choruse::
And it feels like
All my fault here
That he's gone on with his life
I used to be someone he could be with
Now he's looking for a wife
Because they stare....
Oh yeah, they all staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare!
::Verse 2::
He did it because he loved me
He did it because he liked his dick sucked to the bone
He did it because he fucked me
Now he'd rather die than be alone with me....
::Pre Choruse::
And it feels like it's all my fault here
Now that he's gone on with his life
I used to be someone he could be with
Now he's looking for a wife
Because they stare....
Oh yeah, they all staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaare!
::Chorus::
I don't think I wanna be myself
Or see myself, I wanna be somebody else
And fall away, Ignorance is bliss
::Verse 3::
I do it for my self esteem
I always take it for the team
I try my hardest to laugh
I'm just never gonna be on track here...
::Bridge::
If misery loves company
Then I'm selling all my stock!