achin'
i slept a few good hours...i dont know how i fell asleep..i just did and it was great cuz i really did feel alright in my sleep after i had been awake for soo long being made into feelin' i had to be just like them, there is no help for me here...my mind's a-ponderin' and my body's a-achin' too, i cannot seem to grasp on the handles of this world that just dont exist, being a part of nothin' and being better than no one and no one better than you, i might just go deep in my heart and wait, for changes, maybe 'til it stops beatin' i will start sailing away for my own true love. accross the sea to the moonlit oceans end, where all lovers and friends, leave behind these ruins with the weepin clouds washing up other peoples lies, all this..while i was sleepin'....silouettes by my window, you turned into my shadow.