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Do you just absolutely hate me? Because I don't hate you. Or are you still in love with me? Because I'm not in love with you.
There was a time and a place where I wanted to still call you my friend. I wanted to still talk to you and share my life with you. I know I said I'd call you, but I got lost in being busy and having fun that, frankly, I forgot. No, honestly, I didn't forget. I just didn't want to face you again. It was easier to say goodbye and just let go and pretend nothing ever happened that actually look reality in the eyes. I'm sorry for that. Truly. If you could ever believe anything I ever say again. And I understand if you don't.
But the reason for this - my rambling on about it all - is that I want to know that you're ok. Maybe that's a little selfish of me. But I want to know that you've moved on. And perhaps you have, I don't know. I want you to know, as I'm sure you do already, that I've moved on. And now, here's a bit of my kind of logic that always won our arguments -
If I've moved on, made my peace, let it go and forgotten, the why shouldn't you get to? There's nothing to regret or wish for. You deserve to be the happiest, and enjoy life and love - so do it.
Remember when you begged me to tell you what to do? And all I could say was that you should love someone again... Well, I was serious.
"The quickest way to mend a broken heart is to love someone again. The hardest part is getting a broken heart to love."
There was a time and a place where I wanted to still call you my friend. I wanted to still talk to you and share my life with you. I know I said I'd call you, but I got lost in being busy and having fun that, frankly, I forgot. No, honestly, I didn't forget. I just didn't want to face you again. It was easier to say goodbye and just let go and pretend nothing ever happened that actually look reality in the eyes. I'm sorry for that. Truly. If you could ever believe anything I ever say again. And I understand if you don't.
But the reason for this - my rambling on about it all - is that I want to know that you're ok. Maybe that's a little selfish of me. But I want to know that you've moved on. And perhaps you have, I don't know. I want you to know, as I'm sure you do already, that I've moved on. And now, here's a bit of my kind of logic that always won our arguments -
If I've moved on, made my peace, let it go and forgotten, the why shouldn't you get to? There's nothing to regret or wish for. You deserve to be the happiest, and enjoy life and love - so do it.
Remember when you begged me to tell you what to do? And all I could say was that you should love someone again... Well, I was serious.
"The quickest way to mend a broken heart is to love someone again. The hardest part is getting a broken heart to love."