Just ignore it and it will go away
Eh. Thats life. There's two days left and I'm not going to waste the energy to argue again. In short, Beth - you're retarded and stupid, hypocritical and quite an ass for getting involved and starting this whole damn thing. Does it make you feel better now that you've ruined Jenny's last few days of high school with all this pathetic drama? Jenny - get over it. You do it all the time. You've done it all your life. We put up with your crap every day, and you expect us to just understand, but the minute someone says something about you, its so horrible and tragic. If you can't get over it, at least just pretend so our last few days of high school won't be tinged by having to deal with this.
Apathy, a scraped elbow, and a very sore back made for a stupid day. Yesterday, Kristina and I crashed into a wall going very very fast. Actually, I crashed into the wall and Kristina crashed into me, then the wall, and her knee landed in my back and I don't think I've ever hurt more in my life(except for that time that I fell down the steps while I was talking on the phone). Casi veered off into the bushes before she even went down the hill, so she saved herself from scrapes and bruises, but Kristina and I mangled our elbows, Kristina scraped her leg, and my back is (quite literally) aching with pain. Eh - it was fun.
Oh yea - we were rollerblading.
We went paddle-boating on the Fox River yesterday - Casi and I rode in the big swan and we named him Howie Lopez. That! was fun.
I learned how to cross-stitch yesterday too. I hung out at Steph's shop with her until she was done working, then we went together to her youth group. I spent all night at her church, and it was actually fun. I felt like for the first time in a very long time, I understood God, at least a little bit.
Yesterday's lesson was about true love. Not as in romantic true love or "the one you're gonna marry" true love, but as in the love of God - the love he gives us and the love he wants us to have for other people. What the bible says about love - its exactly what I've always thought about love. There's only one kind of love, and its always good, protective, trustful, hopeful, enduring, blameless. Its what we can be, but what we should strive to be. Jesus was true love because he was God's love for us. I love I have for my parents, its the same love I have for my friends, its the same love I have for strangers. Its all the same love.
I am going to start over again and try to love more. It makes more sense to me now. I'm going to do like he said and forget yesterday and tomorrow, last hour and next minute. I'm going to try to only worry about whats within me. I want to be happy with who I see when I look in the mirror (metaphorically).
Thank you.
Apathy, a scraped elbow, and a very sore back made for a stupid day. Yesterday, Kristina and I crashed into a wall going very very fast. Actually, I crashed into the wall and Kristina crashed into me, then the wall, and her knee landed in my back and I don't think I've ever hurt more in my life(except for that time that I fell down the steps while I was talking on the phone). Casi veered off into the bushes before she even went down the hill, so she saved herself from scrapes and bruises, but Kristina and I mangled our elbows, Kristina scraped her leg, and my back is (quite literally) aching with pain. Eh - it was fun.
Oh yea - we were rollerblading.
We went paddle-boating on the Fox River yesterday - Casi and I rode in the big swan and we named him Howie Lopez. That! was fun.
I learned how to cross-stitch yesterday too. I hung out at Steph's shop with her until she was done working, then we went together to her youth group. I spent all night at her church, and it was actually fun. I felt like for the first time in a very long time, I understood God, at least a little bit.
Yesterday's lesson was about true love. Not as in romantic true love or "the one you're gonna marry" true love, but as in the love of God - the love he gives us and the love he wants us to have for other people. What the bible says about love - its exactly what I've always thought about love. There's only one kind of love, and its always good, protective, trustful, hopeful, enduring, blameless. Its what we can be, but what we should strive to be. Jesus was true love because he was God's love for us. I love I have for my parents, its the same love I have for my friends, its the same love I have for strangers. Its all the same love.
I am going to start over again and try to love more. It makes more sense to me now. I'm going to do like he said and forget yesterday and tomorrow, last hour and next minute. I'm going to try to only worry about whats within me. I want to be happy with who I see when I look in the mirror (metaphorically).
Thank you.