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So, yes my tittle is random, but it has a meaning. If anyone can get it right, I will give them all the money I own. So it is almost time for Erin to leave and it has not hit me yet but it will. I do not know what I will do without her. This has been a bad week for friends. I am going to lose one of my best friends on Monday, and I just lost one last night. And just so I don't get blamed for it, yes I ended the friendship. How can you call a person a friend, when you don't call them for more than two days, having all of these problems and can't tell him, and you never hang out with him anymore??? What kind of friendship is that? Well it is not and that is why I ended it. I think what finally hit me was everything that her mom and sister said. They questioned from the start, why we were friends but I stuck with it, until... well they were right, I was not important anymore. I was only important when things were going wrong with her family or boyfriend. And just to keep me happy we would hang out for maybe an hour or two a week. Every time there was excuses but when it came to going to her boyfriends house, she was fine. She even lied to me a couple of times; said she was sleepy and then went to his house. What the fuck is up with that?? Also what is up with you saying you hate his guts and you don't love him and then leaving the message "Thank for the best year ever" ??? If you ask me, it was the most fucked up year. You skipped classes and did bad in school just to see him??? I am not trying to be harsh on you, I am just trying to show you what you put me through. I just hope he is that damn important that you are losing me over him. All I asked for was a friend and all I got was nothing but a dog bite and you dissing me 24-7 for him. Thanks. This is all I have now, I am so sick of shit that I am going to Canada for the night with friends, only to be ready for work at 8. Talk to you all later. P.S.- Becky don't be mad just realize, that's all I am asking.