Apr 01, 2008 22:45
I'm tired of doing all the pursuing. It's someone else's turn.
I'm doing alright for the first time in a very long time, and I don't need that shit again.
I'm putting a lot of new energy into me and my career and myself, making up for six long, distracted months.
Not really getting back on track. I don't want back on that old track. Figuring out this new one.
The realization came and was not unlike hitting a wall. No more navel-gazing. Take charge. Make decisions. Put up or shut up. I'd pointed fingers, and yet I've been just as guilty.
If either of you come back into my life, you'd best know what you want, or get the hell out of my way.