My new middle name

[wontyoubemine]

Man I feel like shit today.

I seem to keep fucking up one way or another.

One way or another, I'm gonna find ya, I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha.

I was so happy yesterday.

WHAT. WENT. WRONG.

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me. What went wrong?

I wish I could go back to when life was simple.

When looks didn't matter and the most trouble I got into was eating a cookie before dinner after Mom told me not to.

Now I deal with people commenting on other's looks on a daily basis.

Now I get in trouble for lying about where I'm going, getting caught by the police, and then calling my parents to come get me.

Only it wasn't me who called them, it was the police man.

Because I'm a liar.

I lied to my mom about where I was going, and I lied to the police man about who I was calling to come and get me.

It all falls down.

You know I have to walk away. Don't you try to stop and save me, when it all falls down, when it all falls down.

If I'm not getting into trouble for one thing, I'm finding ways to get into trouble for another.

Trouble is my new middle name.

Lindsay Trouble Jones.