you amaze me.
yeah this entry is pretty much to franklin about franklin. so if you arent him or dont really care to read about him then i guessy ou shouldnt read this.
okay haha lets go back way to the begining when i first met this boy. my one friend shannon was talking all day bout this frank kid then i realized hey its the wierd quiet kid that sits beside me in homeroom so she asked me to tlak to him for her and being the good friend i am. i did. but slowly i started to fall for him and he became less wierd and more and more into the wonerful person that im in love with today. we started hagnin out at our one friend tylers house and then eventually started hangin out other places and the next thing i kow we are together. i unfortunatly lost a really good friend for him but he is deff. worth it cause although i lost a friend i gained and friend and a wonderful boyfriend.
we have been through everything the ups and the downs the goods and the bads we have good days and badd jus like any normal couple. buth underneath that all there is something different. we share something that most people long for. see here i am with this wonderful guy and a wonderful relationship. i mean for real this boy means the world to me. i think about him all day everyday adn every secondi m not with him im wishin i was with him and every moment that i am with him its like there is nothin else there but me and him. i used to think that i was in love with this one person but for real he didnt mean near as much to me as this boy does.
so yeah of course lakisia drew being lakisia drew does the worst possible thing imaginable and jus fucks everything up ): like i didnt cheat on him or anything like that infact i was jus trying to help him but he didnt take it that way. my heart sank when i realized how mad he reallyy was at me. i cried and cried and called and called and he ignored all my calls all my texts. so i rean ot my friend cas searchin for help but that didnt work either. he eventually talked to me about 45 minutes later and honestly those were the worst 45 miutes i have ever experianced i in all honesty though that i was going to loose him which means i would have lost my world.
so hmm this part is to you franklin. you know i love you with everything i have. well atleast i hope you do. you are everything i could ask for in a boyfriend and i know i do stupid shit that pisses you off but that jus how i am i dont think before i do/say shit and if i knew that you were going ot get as pissed as you did i wouldnt have said anything that i said. our relationship means so much to me and without for real there would be no me. and yesterday me nad cass were talkingand i was sayin how sometimes you piss me off butthen i think about how much i love you and then i jus realize that nothingg you do is really worth risking our relationship over. i mean for real not onlyy are you my boyfriend but you are one of my best friends i feel like i can tell you anything and everythin and that no matter what is siad in the end you will love me. and ughh if you read any entry after this i always ende saying how amazing you are and how much love you and dont want to loose you and as all the otherss this one will end that way too...i love you franklin xavier eggerstorfer with everything i have and i hate you being mad at me. so please forgive me cause i dont know what i would do if i were to ever loose you < 33
okay haha lets go back way to the begining when i first met this boy. my one friend shannon was talking all day bout this frank kid then i realized hey its the wierd quiet kid that sits beside me in homeroom so she asked me to tlak to him for her and being the good friend i am. i did. but slowly i started to fall for him and he became less wierd and more and more into the wonerful person that im in love with today. we started hagnin out at our one friend tylers house and then eventually started hangin out other places and the next thing i kow we are together. i unfortunatly lost a really good friend for him but he is deff. worth it cause although i lost a friend i gained and friend and a wonderful boyfriend.
we have been through everything the ups and the downs the goods and the bads we have good days and badd jus like any normal couple. buth underneath that all there is something different. we share something that most people long for. see here i am with this wonderful guy and a wonderful relationship. i mean for real this boy means the world to me. i think about him all day everyday adn every secondi m not with him im wishin i was with him and every moment that i am with him its like there is nothin else there but me and him. i used to think that i was in love with this one person but for real he didnt mean near as much to me as this boy does.
so yeah of course lakisia drew being lakisia drew does the worst possible thing imaginable and jus fucks everything up ): like i didnt cheat on him or anything like that infact i was jus trying to help him but he didnt take it that way. my heart sank when i realized how mad he reallyy was at me. i cried and cried and called and called and he ignored all my calls all my texts. so i rean ot my friend cas searchin for help but that didnt work either. he eventually talked to me about 45 minutes later and honestly those were the worst 45 miutes i have ever experianced i in all honesty though that i was going to loose him which means i would have lost my world.
so hmm this part is to you franklin. you know i love you with everything i have. well atleast i hope you do. you are everything i could ask for in a boyfriend and i know i do stupid shit that pisses you off but that jus how i am i dont think before i do/say shit and if i knew that you were going ot get as pissed as you did i wouldnt have said anything that i said. our relationship means so much to me and without for real there would be no me. and yesterday me nad cass were talkingand i was sayin how sometimes you piss me off butthen i think about how much i love you and then i jus realize that nothingg you do is really worth risking our relationship over. i mean for real not onlyy are you my boyfriend but you are one of my best friends i feel like i can tell you anything and everythin and that no matter what is siad in the end you will love me. and ughh if you read any entry after this i always ende saying how amazing you are and how much love you and dont want to loose you and as all the otherss this one will end that way too...i love you franklin xavier eggerstorfer with everything i have and i hate you being mad at me. so please forgive me cause i dont know what i would do if i were to ever loose you < 33