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Today I started thinking about something that I hadn't in about 2 years or so. Granted, it was prompted by something amy said, but thats ok. I started to think about my parents divorce and just how awful the whole ordeal was, and the shitty outcome, and how I still havent fully accepted the fact that things will never go back to the way they were,
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I agree, I dont think its a nice persons fault to be stuck with manipulative people, its just sad. And its not that Im sad my mom cant buy anything she wants, im sad because she is nothing short of amazing, and i dont feel she gets the credit she deserves. I hate materialism.. thats part of why i hate my dad's house. I am constantly reminded that because I didnt chose to live there full time and because I am never going to forgive him, I will never get anything i ask for and everything they could buy me... not like.. hmm.. yeah.. I dont really know if you know what im talking about, because I dont think you know that much about my family.. but o well.. i think you could figure it out. your a smart guy. Dont get me wrong, I belive in love. The power of it, the beauty of it,.. everything. I just have this weird perspective that it never lasts.. I mean, I think you can make it last.. but i.... ehhh this isnt comming out right. im fucking out of it.
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