last day of work...

[wontwork4shiit]

For the first time in about 4 years I would say that I am pretty happy. I love the people I spend time with and am close to. I love how my families are somewhat functional again. It just fucking rocks. I guess it all kinda started when amy was here. Just being around her makes me 100 times happier. And when she visited I felt alive for the most

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oh, jenjen, listen to your wise sage

[pinkbul1ets]

since you don't have a lot of experience being a normal teen, I am going to give you my HONEST advice. The fun you're having right now is awesome, and I am really glad you're happy, but that's what it's like when you first get into a new clique like that and everyone's messing with eachother and you're having an absoulte blast. it's awesome. but honestly, that wears down and it gets old, and come fall, it will not be the same. one of the things about amazing times like this is leaving them while they're still that good. and the good thing is, you're leaving one great place for another. you're not going somewhere you'll be sad and alone. but the truth is, this present bliss will pass, whether you go to AZ or not, and if you don't leave you may spend the next nine months trying to live in the past, which will only make you depressed which is exactly why you don't want to stay. live up your last days home because they'll be amazing and then move on to the future. because, i mean, what you're doing at home, it's great and you know that, but don't hold back on the excitement of not knowing what the future holds. you have a totally new school year ahead of you, and you have no idea what surprises god (or you life if u don't like religion) has in store for you. don't hold back.

Because honestly, leaving your home when everything's good will be really good for you when you're away because everytime you go back and while you're away you'll find in comfort in knowing that your home life is there waiting for you. if you don't leave you may fall into the same sad pattern you've been in the past four years of your life, and then you'll be stuck in it.

honestly, i am not just saying this for my own selfish reasons. I am saying this because i really believe it. take this fresh breath of air personality with you to AZ, apply it there, and take hold of your life again. Because you really need to grow up (not judgementally, but in general for someone your age), and part of growing up is moving on and creating your own world, or you'll get stuck in the past, and people who can't move past the best times in their life become alcoholics and die miserably.

So, my advice for you is live up the time you're having now, because it will go safely in your heart where you'll never forget it (pinkbul1ets moment: but your memory is here and i'd like it to stay; warm light, on a winter's day), but baby, LET THE GOODTIMES ROLL (AND KEEP ROLLING). Get excited about the next stage in your life and know that you're past is always there for you when you need it. and so am i girly, and i am not letting you skip out on how good our lives will be.

Re: oh, jenjen, listen to your wise sage

[wontwork4shiit]

That totally blew me away. how right you are once again. i didnt even stop to think about maybe thats why im so happy. that its just a new group of friends having fun. i dont know. although it made me a little sad, its completely right. I know I have to go, and I know Im gonna have amazing times with you, and im soo looking forward to them. and not just next year. you honestly have no idea what your comment has done for my perspective on things. you rock my world!