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Well... I deffinately havent written in this thing in a pretty damn long while! I dont dislike it or anything.. I just kind of forgot about it and well.. if you know me, you know. But anyway.. Life is ok at the moment. Amy was just here for like 2 weeks so that was awesome! And Kristen was at Berkeley so it was always a party! (JK I HATE THAT WORD!) But yeah.. now they are both gone and im here.. alone.. and im just reminded of how few quality friends I have here and how boring my life really is. Its quite sad. I mean, its just extremely hard to find people here that would enjoy and embrace who i am as of now. It really makes me realize how shallow Ive always been and how shallow I still kind of am. I really wish I wasnt. I find that quality to be pretty revolting, but yet, I find myself constantly obsessed with how hot a guy is or how bad I think i look or how to get people to notice me.. I dont really know how to explain it, but i just know that I hate it. well anyway.. I want to write more, but im sort of working and people are giving me dirty looks when they walk by.. so maybe I should do something! Peace.