RIP Chris Elshamy<333
i think ive had some of the most depressing 55 hours of my life so far. yesterday was a good day except for when i got home i realized what happened. one of my good old friends chris elshamy died wednesday after doing some graffiti near a train track. apparently he was hit by a train i guess and died from head injuries. i hadnt seen chris since this summer because he goes to college in ohio. i havent even known him for that. during the summer of 06 all i remember is being with him and my brother a majority of the time. he was one of the guitarists for anserine and i remember days going all around in cars with the older kids, blasting 30 seconds to mars, and just having a good time. not only was chris a friend to me, but he was also like a brother. i guess you could say he tought me a lot of shit. we used to talk about god and religion and stuff alot and they were some of the best conversations ever cause we'd always agree. chris was religious just like me. and thats kinda what bugs me. i kind of look at him as a hero right now. he was a kid with a bright future, and in college, and nothing could get in the way of his faith. although it was only one summer we hung out, after that summer i felt like he was a best friend and a brother-like figure to me. the past two days i find myself really upset. im gonna miss that kid like you have no idea. its just so shocking how hes gone just liek that and i can never see him again. even writing about it makes me wanna just breakdown. i never thought i could ever be this upset over something. so the next couple of weeks are gonna be hard for everyone and i guess were gonna have to deal with this. so brother, rest in peace, im always gonna love you and miss you bro. tonight was nice. i tried to take my mind off everything so i smoked with lee mike joann and sarah. then vickie and her friends came to the spot and me and vickie had cool conversations in the freezing cold about spiral kicks and stuff. she makes me smile sometimes, but shes really thugXcore<3 tomorrow should be fun...hopefully more fun things....SUPeRbr0 night<3
RIP Chris Elshamy
Never Forget You<3