(no subject)
Its been a couple of weeks. I decided to stop avoiding LJ for right now. Im procrastinating from reading 60 pages of a book I am forced to read or shall be grounded if I dont. My days are just very long now ever since me and my mom fight every day about another stupid thing. Im starting to see a therapist next week about it, but I think all the help in the world cant help unless she sees someone too. I doubt she will...I hate living here. I wanna be out all the time, but I am yelled at for going out. I am thankful when shes not home when I get home from school, my days seem so much shorter and better without her around. I probably sound like a bitch, but its the truth. She just pretends its all okay and ignores me the whole day. I cant wait till college, I just hope this wont last another year. I dont know what to do, I cant do anything anymore. I try to be the best I can, but its never good enough for her. SAT scores came back, I wish I did better. Thats all Im saying about that. I still dont know when I am going to drive, thats another mom issue. Shes just out to ruin it all. Schools over in 9 days, thank the lord. This summer shall be great. So I guess all in all, life is just eh.