i'll be homeward bound again..
In the quiet misty morning when the moon has gone to bed,
When the sparrows stop their singing and the sky is clear and red.
When the summer's ceased its gleaming, When the corn is past its prime,
When adventure's lost its meaning, I'll be homeward bound in time.
Bind me not to the pasture, chain me not to the plow.
Set me free to find my calling and I'll return to you somehow.
If you find it's me you're missing, if you're hoping I'll return,
To your thoughts I'll soon be list'ning, and in the road I'll stop and turn.
Then the wind will set me racing as my journey nears its end,
And the path I'll be retracing when I'm homeward bound again.
Bind me not to the pasture, chain me not to the plow.
Set me free to find my calling and I'll return to you somehow.
In the quiet misty morning when the moon has gone to bed,
When the sparrows stop their singing,
I'll be homeward bound again.
i really think that this is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. There is something about the lyrics that relly makes me sit and think. I sang it the other day for a funeral and it made me wonder what i would ever do if i lost someone close to me. Watching everyone just sit and stare and cry just really made me feel sad.
im also very confused... i remember waiting 9 months for someone to come home because in my heart i felt that this is what i wanted and i'd give anything for it.. but now it seems that now that i have it.. it dosnt feel as good as what i thought it was going to be.. like.. it does feel good yes.. i remeber the first night they got home and i had this feeling that i've actually never felt before.. it was the most amazing feeling ever..and i never wanted it to leave me.. i just felt so relaxed and calm... and oh it was wonderful..but now it seems to have dissaperd and i want it to come back becuase i dont want to stay falling for something thats not really there..
the last 9 months seemd to be the longest 9 months of my life.. but then i think about it and they flew by really quick.. it seems like one minute i was in the middle of my summer holidays..and now im half way through grade 11...
i think im in love.. but im not sure.. it feels that way but i dont want to go say anything on false feelings..thats if they are false.. everytime im around him i want to say it cause it seems like it would bring us closer.. but then.. i know things dont always work like that and i just really want to wait for th right moment .. but im also scared to put my heart on the line and not have the same feelings returned... why does love play so many tricks with the mind and soul.. and how do you know when its true love..
i think love can make people do crazy things.. but i also think it is one of the most beautiful things a person can have.. being open to love can make a person whole.
well i think thats enough.. whatever im babbaling about there..
update again later... maybe..
xoxo
jessica<3