well hell
why is it when I look at everyone else's life and feel like I have no real connection with anything or anyone...that is all I want in life. I feel that everytime I do make a connection it disappears in an instant and all I am left with is an emptiness only an hour of crazy hard-core punk and punching a wall can cure. I feel like I have digressed. I miss that dirty old punk kid I was at one time. I had fun then and I didn't care what anyone thought and I said fuck off and spit in anyones face who thought against me. So fuck off to all, and I will accept you at the same time.
So here, this is what I believe, take me or leave me...
I believe...
in a buddhism that is set in facing reality and taking responsibility for who you have trained yourself to be and react to life.
destiny that you set in your own stone.
the most important thing in life is who you connect with.
that if you can't laugh at something, at one time in your life you were scolded for laughing at it yourself.
afterlife is a made up idea to compensate for the reality of death.
there is such thing as a soul.
politics have destroyed the world, starting as a glorious objective in society and becoming a reason to have a war.
religion, refer to above.
I love to hear anyone's opinion and have an objective discussion but don't have an opinion unless you are prepared to made wrong.
If you don't want to be argued against then don't express your opinion.
I am very childish yet far more mature than most kids my age.
I understand the world far better than most people my age...I still have so much to learn.
in intellectual and philosophical conversations with people who stop trying to sound smart and just are passionate about what they are saying.
passion means more to me than life.
I regret more than anyone will ever know.
people would be appalled to know what has happened in my life so I refuse to talk about my past at times.
I miss you more than anyone in the entire world.
I will never understand myself until I understand others.
I will never understand others till I understand myself.
,thus a paradox of life.
Finally, realize I am a person who is sensitive and very expressive with my emotions. I love to do many things, and I have many hobbies. No matter how much I try to do with my life, or how much I try to cram into every minute, I still remember that I wish I had someone here to enjoy it with. That is a brief summary of chaz. Just touching the brim.
So here, this is what I believe, take me or leave me...
I believe...
in a buddhism that is set in facing reality and taking responsibility for who you have trained yourself to be and react to life.
destiny that you set in your own stone.
the most important thing in life is who you connect with.
that if you can't laugh at something, at one time in your life you were scolded for laughing at it yourself.
afterlife is a made up idea to compensate for the reality of death.
there is such thing as a soul.
politics have destroyed the world, starting as a glorious objective in society and becoming a reason to have a war.
religion, refer to above.
I love to hear anyone's opinion and have an objective discussion but don't have an opinion unless you are prepared to made wrong.
If you don't want to be argued against then don't express your opinion.
I am very childish yet far more mature than most kids my age.
I understand the world far better than most people my age...I still have so much to learn.
in intellectual and philosophical conversations with people who stop trying to sound smart and just are passionate about what they are saying.
passion means more to me than life.
I regret more than anyone will ever know.
people would be appalled to know what has happened in my life so I refuse to talk about my past at times.
I miss you more than anyone in the entire world.
I will never understand myself until I understand others.
I will never understand others till I understand myself.
,thus a paradox of life.
Finally, realize I am a person who is sensitive and very expressive with my emotions. I love to do many things, and I have many hobbies. No matter how much I try to do with my life, or how much I try to cram into every minute, I still remember that I wish I had someone here to enjoy it with. That is a brief summary of chaz. Just touching the brim.