May 16, 2005 20:53
so today was possibly one of the worst day ever
well not possibly, it was
one of my best friends and best guy friend by far
was sent away
and i can't help but still cry, even though i found out like after 5th period
it sucks, it really does
we didn't start being close till this summer where he went from being the kid who used to just pick me up and swing me around when he saw me, to one of the best friends i will ever have
i can always count on him for everything, and he always knows when somethings wrong
and it's great to have someone threaten to beat up everyone that made you pissed off or really upset
he's the only real gentelman i know, and i just wish guys could be more like him these days
but before i start rambling, lemme just say that these next 30 days are gonna suck without him
and hopefully it'll just be 30 days, and not more
because honestly, you never really know how much you need you're friends untill they're gone