Aug 23, 2004 19:15
Came home from Brandon's about 12 and started to clean my room but fell asleep. Woke up with the phone ringing and my grandma yellin at me cause I was gonna be late for football. Football was ok, I'm still not sure if I'm going to play @ Friday's game or not... we'll see?! Had an asthma attack while running OPI's because I didn't show on saturday before practice so whalen put me and Logli on OPI. We had to do 3 200 yd. shuttle. The first one was easy and felt good but during the second one I started feeling really light headed and dizzy and then on the third one I just like kinda stopped breathing but I was still breathing it was just really hard so I started hyper-ventilating which is bad and Whalen was trying to get me to slow my breathing down. I usually feel like this almost everyday at practice... it just has never gotten this bad and I usually just keep it to myself and no one ever knows.
Anyway...
I want to apologize to Jen and Logli for friday. It was stupid of me to do and I shoulda spent the last friday of summer with you guys instead of you know who. I understand why you guys left and I apologize for the way I acted because I was just frustrated I guys and so were you guys.. so I'm sorry. And I've decided that I'm never gonna do that stuff ever again. I don't need anything to have fun except my friends! Sorry.
In other news. School tomorrow. I'm excited. Early bird at 7:10. It's gonna be weird getting up early. Really gonna focus this year and do good. No more screwing around and putting everything off to the last moment.