i <3 carbs
poho: 9 (single digits! hurrah!). silver bay: 158 (but lalala who cares?). number of times today have started singing "sexual healing" and then had to slap my hand over my mouth: 4 million (ruqayyah, i am going to slap you). calls from nathan: 0 (it's not like i actually WANT him to call, because if he did i'd probably just get mad/hang up on him, but still, i wonder why he hasnt called...)
i had a whole big shpiel that i wanted to say before, but now that i'm actually online, i changed my mind. hmmm...what was i thinking about????
well, you know what's goofy? calling someone your "crush". like, YOUR crush. i dno. it's really possessive and nondescriptive at the same time. it's kind of middleschoolish and for awhile there it just kinda got on my nerves (as i considered myself oh-so-mature with my serious year-long relationship). but now, all of a sudden, i started feeling that way again. like not a sort of serious physical/emotional sort of thing, but just where you never talk but every time you see them you feel like you just fell off of a cliff into something warm and fluffy. i knowit's incredibly corny, and just now i reread that and was like *ugh! mental head smack*, but i know you all have that, becase you're always talking about it and getting on my nerves. the good news about my newfound middleschoolish "crush" behavior is that there's bound to be a plethora (fun word) of briget jones moments, as we all know i'm good at that. today, for example, i walked smack into him. like, SMACK into him. ugh. oh, you know what else, though? it's the first time in like FOREVER that i have had a "crush" on a pitchforker. i dont know how i'll survive it.
i wish i wish i wish i was more man-hatish today.
lalala that was a lame entry. oh well, <3333333
i had a whole big shpiel that i wanted to say before, but now that i'm actually online, i changed my mind. hmmm...what was i thinking about????
well, you know what's goofy? calling someone your "crush". like, YOUR crush. i dno. it's really possessive and nondescriptive at the same time. it's kind of middleschoolish and for awhile there it just kinda got on my nerves (as i considered myself oh-so-mature with my serious year-long relationship). but now, all of a sudden, i started feeling that way again. like not a sort of serious physical/emotional sort of thing, but just where you never talk but every time you see them you feel like you just fell off of a cliff into something warm and fluffy. i knowit's incredibly corny, and just now i reread that and was like *ugh! mental head smack*, but i know you all have that, becase you're always talking about it and getting on my nerves. the good news about my newfound middleschoolish "crush" behavior is that there's bound to be a plethora (fun word) of briget jones moments, as we all know i'm good at that. today, for example, i walked smack into him. like, SMACK into him. ugh. oh, you know what else, though? it's the first time in like FOREVER that i have had a "crush" on a pitchforker. i dont know how i'll survive it.
i wish i wish i wish i was more man-hatish today.
lalala that was a lame entry. oh well, <3333333