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So I've been going through a really weird time lately, with friends and guys and guy-friends becoming more than friends (to me at least, the feelings are hardly ever reciprocated, and if they are...most of the time I don't know about it), so I've decided to swear off relationships and fooling around and all that for a while. Just to clear my head, rethink my priorities and standards and all that good stuff. I mean, I'll flirt and all...sometimes I don't even know I'm flirting so I can't swear that off because if I don't know I'm doing it, how will I be able to stop? And I'll allow myself crushes, but nothing can be acted upon until I finally figure out what's going on and find a guy who actually TREATS ME WITH RESPECT and DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE CRAP! ::edit::and also is hot. Any thoughts?
I have a date with Connie for Valentines Day. We're going bowling.
On the plus side, I was invited to a wedding today! Not officially but an e-invite to look at the bride's website (the bride who I used to work with at Taco Bell) to find out details and all that...I'm talking to her rightthissecond and she hasn't picked out formal invites yet hence the email...but she guarantees I'm getting one so yay! It's in August and it's semi-formal--which means I finally get to wear my pink sundress again! Must find a shrug/shawl type thingy and shoes to go with. Awkward factor: one of the groomsmen is the bride's brother, and he used to have a thing for me, and we were set up on a very unfortunate half-date (I made Sheri come with us) and there was ABSOLUTELY no chemistry...and he thought I was totally into him...and I really wasn't...really really not. Ugh. *shudder*