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bugs in my bed made it so i couldn't sleep last night, so i went down to the couch promising that i'd wash my sheets again this morning, but down on the couch there was more bugs, so that didn't work out, so i moved to the other couch and by this time its like 3 in the morning, because i'm just trying to deal with it because i'm so tired, but there was still bugs, i finally just passed out about 4, and then had to wake up about 7. i am dying
oh well, i just have to take a deep breath, and get on with life, Jewface would be proud, because i'm calm, and accepting it.
its hard, and i hate it, and i still want to cry, but you know.. i just need to be happy with what i do have, jewface is right :(
but in reality i am going insane
other than that, life is pretty good, i get my hair done friday, and i might get new school clothes, and i get to see sarahhh again.! which will be just dandy, and i'm quite excited. we always have loads of fun together, well lately i'm very happy things aren't on the rocks anymore... it helps quite a bit actually, because now i have someone to run to when i'm really upset. which is always a good thing.