they couldn't tell we couldn't sing, and that changes everything
i always make my new year's posts public for some reason, probably
because i think it's a way of holding myself accountable for whatever
claims i ramble off. not that anyone really cares that much, but it
works for me. and this year's resolution is a good one, it would
have happened regardless, but the timing works out, so why not?
this whole inferiority complex, i don't even think it's legit, it's a
cover for something. it doesn't even work with my personality;
i'm too selective and full of it in the first place, but as confident
as i could be, i'm always doubting or questioning..it's just getting
old, so i'm going to stop that, i think. that and run on
sentences.
last night was a nice end to break; extremely random and bizarre, but nice. went downtown with anthony, angelo, and megan and danced to parliament covers while drinking miller high life, which could quite possibley be the worst beer in the history of alcohol..but it's ok, because like i said..parliament funkadelic. eventually ended up at cedars so we could support the home team, which i don't even like that much, really could have used some stella..but that's all irrelevant. it was really good to hang out with them, and i wouldn't have wanted to spend new year's any other way..well, aside from outside of youngstown. really disapointed that i can't make it to nashville to play with them next week, hopefully next time.
i finally watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind the other night..what a beautiful movie, especially the whole sequence before the actual start, i thought. the video for 'your ex-lover is dead' is shot similarly to the scenes where they are watching the sky from the ice. for as strange as it is, it clicked for me, another one of those punched in the stomach feelings; part of me wishes there were more movies with that sort of effect, but i have a feeling it wouldn't hit nearly as hard if they were that common. meet me in montauk.
columbus tommorrow.
last night was a nice end to break; extremely random and bizarre, but nice. went downtown with anthony, angelo, and megan and danced to parliament covers while drinking miller high life, which could quite possibley be the worst beer in the history of alcohol..but it's ok, because like i said..parliament funkadelic. eventually ended up at cedars so we could support the home team, which i don't even like that much, really could have used some stella..but that's all irrelevant. it was really good to hang out with them, and i wouldn't have wanted to spend new year's any other way..well, aside from outside of youngstown. really disapointed that i can't make it to nashville to play with them next week, hopefully next time.
i finally watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind the other night..what a beautiful movie, especially the whole sequence before the actual start, i thought. the video for 'your ex-lover is dead' is shot similarly to the scenes where they are watching the sky from the ice. for as strange as it is, it clicked for me, another one of those punched in the stomach feelings; part of me wishes there were more movies with that sort of effect, but i have a feeling it wouldn't hit nearly as hard if they were that common. meet me in montauk.
columbus tommorrow.