grrr
wow, what the fuck. all i have wanted to do since the beginning of july
is go to LA. thats all. i want to go to LA. and i cant. because i dont
know what to tell my mom. BUT of course, my two best friends get to go
and one of them most likey gets to meet MY boyfriend and hang out with
him before i get to and i miss him. yet she gets to see him. not me, oh
no, of course not. im so jealous right now you dont even know. and its
like, normally i dont get jealous of shit like this but MAN am i
jealous right now. i want him so bad, i love him so much and i cannot
see him and it hurts. arrrgghh. its like, everyone but me has the
oppurtunity to see him; tyombhe, Angel, and Love. they all could easily
do it. and im stuck here in portland just day dreaming about it in the
most stupid pathetic little girlish school girl way possible.
*makes unhappy face*
dinners ready so i have to go. more later maybe if i feel like it.
*makes unhappy face*
dinners ready so i have to go. more later maybe if i feel like it.