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So I've been struggling the past few days, coming down with some kind of illness (I think it's a sinus infection) trying to still learn everything I need to learn in my classes, and realizing this morning that because I went to bed at 9 pm last night and forgot to take an online quiz for my anatomy class (damn!) that I screwed myself again with that class. I missed a quiz the night I was in the ER with Dez, and missed the very first one cause I couldn't get the college site to work on my computer. GRR!! This class isn't going very well. It's hard for me to make it a priority when I have so much to do for the actual NURSING classes. I guess I'll muddle through.
Anyway, for those who knew I was going through the paternity test thing with Jay over Chaylea, the test came back negative. You know what that means. Sean (for those of you who knew him....lets all throw up) is her dad. Now Jay's not exactly the greatest catch either, but he's not psycho like Sean. So after careful deliberation and weighting my options, I've decided that contacting him for child support or even to tell him the results of the test would be a dumb mistake. I can't put my daughter in possible danger even for the "right"reasons for telling him he has a daughter. For all the things he's done in the past, it would be stupid of me.
Anyway, that's my latest. My fiancee is still wonderful, though going through a rough time with his injury to his chest, and I miss all of the friends I used to have. It's weird to be out of the loop.
Anyway, for those who knew I was going through the paternity test thing with Jay over Chaylea, the test came back negative. You know what that means. Sean (for those of you who knew him....lets all throw up) is her dad. Now Jay's not exactly the greatest catch either, but he's not psycho like Sean. So after careful deliberation and weighting my options, I've decided that contacting him for child support or even to tell him the results of the test would be a dumb mistake. I can't put my daughter in possible danger even for the "right"reasons for telling him he has a daughter. For all the things he's done in the past, it would be stupid of me.
Anyway, that's my latest. My fiancee is still wonderful, though going through a rough time with his injury to his chest, and I miss all of the friends I used to have. It's weird to be out of the loop.