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i am being suffocated by routine. sleep, eat, work, home, till tomorrow to do it all again. what can break this spell?
my heart is restless. unsatisfied. and entirely unambitious. i am trapped in a relationship i do not have the courage to be without.
i am in love with a girl i am not certain i will ever be with again.
not that i'd have the strength to see her again, anyway. will i ever be over this? i remember robin. it seemed like it took me a lot of time to get over her. and strangely, i see her now an i still remember the sensation of the affection. and remember clearly why i fell for her. but what i do not remember is how to really find myself back in the middle of that love.
is it wrong to be in a relationship with the next person, while still in love with the previous?
my heart is restless. unsatisfied. and entirely unambitious. i am trapped in a relationship i do not have the courage to be without.
i am in love with a girl i am not certain i will ever be with again.
not that i'd have the strength to see her again, anyway. will i ever be over this? i remember robin. it seemed like it took me a lot of time to get over her. and strangely, i see her now an i still remember the sensation of the affection. and remember clearly why i fell for her. but what i do not remember is how to really find myself back in the middle of that love.
is it wrong to be in a relationship with the next person, while still in love with the previous?