wiping my window pane

[wonderingwhere]

i woke up this morning and it was bright and sunny outside
but there was still condensation on my windowpane. so i took
my hand and wiped away what i could and found the pane so cold.
surprisingly cold as the sun hadn't yet heated up the glassy
surface.
and i looked outside and wondered what today would be. do you
ever wake up and wonder such a thing? how can a day be? to any-
one? i decided that today was a day like any other.
and i went back to bed.
i've been really sick lately. incurably sick it seems. i have
tonsilitis. no fun. as having them removed it takes about a
month and a half to truly recover.
and i don't have a month and a half.

still contemplating the guy thing for those of you consistent readers...