Always

Feb 09, 2009 11:21

I have not updated this thing in three years. I don't think anyone will read it. It's okay. This is for me. Not for you. Sooo much has happened since I last updated. I've been with a boy, without a boy, pined for said boy, and almost got over said boy, but not so much. I want him back. I love him. It sucks major ass that I can't have him. I think one day he will wake up and realize that I was, not perfect, but better then what he had before me. Ugh. I'm so emo-ing it up..it disgusts me. I might as well continue..

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready
So here I am I'm trying
So here I am are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always
(Come on let me hold you) Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

Always..

Always..

At least I know he won't read this. Not yet.
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