kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
It's been a week...one full week since I made a complete fool of myself...one complete week since I've had my heart shattered
Not even a week and I'm more than likely being set up with someone that I don't like...not even one week and I've seen him....and it was the most horrible experience of my life
I thought I would be fine with it, that I didn't really like him the way I did, that it was just a silly crush...funny how life doesn't work out that way
It must have been more because when I saw him walk into my work my knees started to buckle and I couldn't breathe....I was scared, excited, and sad all at the same time
I had to ride in a car with him...he didn't exactly talk to me...that was bad...I had to actually face him....look into his face...and that hurt...I was trying to avoid it...I was trying to avoid looking at him totally...that didn't happen..
Why can't I just let this go?
Why can't I just be alright with this?
I realized something yesterday...He probably felt awkward and shitty, too....but it still doesn't make the pain go away
I found his myspace and that was a big mistake...I'm addicted to the way he looks...plain and simple...but it's just not that that I like..I like his personality and taste in music...there is just something there
Maybe I should be using the past tense....I don't know
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell
apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
Not even a week and I'm more than likely being set up with someone that I don't like...not even one week and I've seen him....and it was the most horrible experience of my life
I thought I would be fine with it, that I didn't really like him the way I did, that it was just a silly crush...funny how life doesn't work out that way
It must have been more because when I saw him walk into my work my knees started to buckle and I couldn't breathe....I was scared, excited, and sad all at the same time
I had to ride in a car with him...he didn't exactly talk to me...that was bad...I had to actually face him....look into his face...and that hurt...I was trying to avoid it...I was trying to avoid looking at him totally...that didn't happen..
Why can't I just let this go?
Why can't I just be alright with this?
I realized something yesterday...He probably felt awkward and shitty, too....but it still doesn't make the pain go away
I found his myspace and that was a big mistake...I'm addicted to the way he looks...plain and simple...but it's just not that that I like..I like his personality and taste in music...there is just something there
Maybe I should be using the past tense....I don't know
Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell
apart
As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within