May 01, 2006 14:17
Wow....I made it...I made it through my first semester of college. Holy poo. This time last year I was really depressed. I cut my wrists and didn't want to be here anymore. A lot has changed. I've changed. I'm not depressed anymore. I've lost 23 pounds so I don't feel or look as fat as I was. I have more friends and became closer with some. I have a life and a job. I think I'm doing alright for myself right now.
I took my last two finals today and so I'm done. I sold my books, got my money, and don't have to go back there until August.
I was walking around campus today with Matt. We were talking and we ended up at our music appreciation classroom. I told him that I wasn't going to take this class originally, but I'm glad I did. We were talking about how we started talking. I asked him about the writing credit because I didn't understand it and then he started talking to me about Fall Out Boy. Ironically I was wearing the same shirt I wore today: green Fall Out Boy. It's funny how when you aren't expecting something the least expected happens. I might be going to Warped Tour with Matt, Laura, and Shawn. Matt invited me to go out to dinner with him and Laura for her birthday. Matt and I might do something for both of our birthdays because I'm only 7 days older than him. Life is just weird sometimes....
She's happy
She's giddy
She's jumping for joy
Is there anything missing?
One thing..
She'll find it one day though...don't worry
Katie :)