it's just a crush...do I want it to go away?
Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind
Late night, in passing, metioned it flip to her
best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright
It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
okay so today I'm feeling a less dirty. Yesterday I felt really nasty. I totally balls to the wall failed my essay. It reads like a big steamy bag of nonsensical shit. I couldn't get it out of my head so I ended screwing up. I think I passed my math test, though. That would be good because I failed the other one. The guy I like talked to me yesterday. We actually walked out to the parking lot, too. It was a long walk that I didn't want to end. He made me feel a lot better. I like him. I think he may like me, too. I hope he does. That would be awesome :)
This weekend was nuts. Murphy's Law was in play big time. If it can go wrong, it will and boy did it. But I just have to look back on the experience with more knoweldge that I can pass on to other girls. I did have fun and it was really awesome seeing Kristen and Brandon.
Today I went to the clubhouse gym. It was cool. No one else was there. I'm going to go there more often. I also looked for a job today. There a couple of places hiring. The Metro PCS store is hiring. I'm going to apply at Publix. The only problem is that I can only work on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday. I hope people can deal with that.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Not sure why, but I hope it's a good day.
Katie:)
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind
Late night, in passing, metioned it flip to her
best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright
It's cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
Then he walked up and told her, thinking maybe it'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare
They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last
Either way he wanted her and this was bad
wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her
I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right
I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
okay so today I'm feeling a less dirty. Yesterday I felt really nasty. I totally balls to the wall failed my essay. It reads like a big steamy bag of nonsensical shit. I couldn't get it out of my head so I ended screwing up. I think I passed my math test, though. That would be good because I failed the other one. The guy I like talked to me yesterday. We actually walked out to the parking lot, too. It was a long walk that I didn't want to end. He made me feel a lot better. I like him. I think he may like me, too. I hope he does. That would be awesome :)
This weekend was nuts. Murphy's Law was in play big time. If it can go wrong, it will and boy did it. But I just have to look back on the experience with more knoweldge that I can pass on to other girls. I did have fun and it was really awesome seeing Kristen and Brandon.
Today I went to the clubhouse gym. It was cool. No one else was there. I'm going to go there more often. I also looked for a job today. There a couple of places hiring. The Metro PCS store is hiring. I'm going to apply at Publix. The only problem is that I can only work on Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday. I hope people can deal with that.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Not sure why, but I hope it's a good day.
Katie:)