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well im going to write a proper entry seeing as i havent in ages and i think its about time i did.
Since i started working in dixons a while ago ive been quite unhappy. I think its the fact that me and jack used to spend our weekends together and i'd see my frinds in the night but now im just too tired after work to go anywhere and all the money that im making from working is going on christmas presants, tht was really why i wanted to get a job, also my parents would have kicked me out of the house if i didnt. I dont really do that much but its so boring and repetative, im not doing that bad though ive pracically won a bottle of wine from a competition we had going. The custoomers can somtimes be really rude but i try and just block them out serve them quickly. I suppose i could have done worse.
School isnt that bad, my lessons are ok and im getting the work done that i neee to so theres no stress. Its just so boring because im friendless in school, i really never hang around with anyone i just keep to myself and either do my work or write on here. There not long lef though and then hopefully i can go to art college i need to get my aplication form in soon though. I dont want to leave it too late and than have to wait a year before i can go. I suppose it wouldent relly be that bad, i could get a job and still be able to move out, probably wouldent be able to save much money from working because i'd have to pay for rent and food and stuff. But at least its an option.
I want to be with jack forever and i dont care if people think that im too young to be thinking this and its just a childish reationship or whatever jack is an amazing person and im so lucky to have im. Im getting jacks name tatooed on me on my bum, at least if he does dump me than i wont have to see it because i dont really look at my ass much haha. I had the idea to get the tattoo ages a go but ive had no money, im getting it done a week thursday, my ass is going to be so sore for work haha. I wont be able to sit down. Jacks getting one done too, he's getting Gabrielle, He likes calling me it nobody ever calls me it well apart from whrn my mother or father is telling me off for someting. haha
I have to get to my lesson soon so i wont write too much more.
Im gong to jacks tonight for tea and to meet my baby nephew louie for the first time on tuesday. Ive sen pictures of him and he's sooo cute! I cant wait :)
Since i started working in dixons a while ago ive been quite unhappy. I think its the fact that me and jack used to spend our weekends together and i'd see my frinds in the night but now im just too tired after work to go anywhere and all the money that im making from working is going on christmas presants, tht was really why i wanted to get a job, also my parents would have kicked me out of the house if i didnt. I dont really do that much but its so boring and repetative, im not doing that bad though ive pracically won a bottle of wine from a competition we had going. The custoomers can somtimes be really rude but i try and just block them out serve them quickly. I suppose i could have done worse.
School isnt that bad, my lessons are ok and im getting the work done that i neee to so theres no stress. Its just so boring because im friendless in school, i really never hang around with anyone i just keep to myself and either do my work or write on here. There not long lef though and then hopefully i can go to art college i need to get my aplication form in soon though. I dont want to leave it too late and than have to wait a year before i can go. I suppose it wouldent relly be that bad, i could get a job and still be able to move out, probably wouldent be able to save much money from working because i'd have to pay for rent and food and stuff. But at least its an option.
I want to be with jack forever and i dont care if people think that im too young to be thinking this and its just a childish reationship or whatever jack is an amazing person and im so lucky to have im. Im getting jacks name tatooed on me on my bum, at least if he does dump me than i wont have to see it because i dont really look at my ass much haha. I had the idea to get the tattoo ages a go but ive had no money, im getting it done a week thursday, my ass is going to be so sore for work haha. I wont be able to sit down. Jacks getting one done too, he's getting Gabrielle, He likes calling me it nobody ever calls me it well apart from whrn my mother or father is telling me off for someting. haha
I have to get to my lesson soon so i wont write too much more.
Im gong to jacks tonight for tea and to meet my baby nephew louie for the first time on tuesday. Ive sen pictures of him and he's sooo cute! I cant wait :)