Nov 18, 2005 11:52
Me and jack have been going out for 8 Months today. But he cant stay over. I called him before i went to school this morning and now Im gutted. He has to be home at nine bacause his mothers friend is going to check up on him or something like that. I wanted to make it nice and we could go to the pub or something make it special, 8 months is a long time in my book, my longest relationship ever not that you could call what i had with my other boy friends a 'Relationship'. I have to stay in school all day and i look such a mess i feel such a mess. I just want to go home and sleep and not do anything for a couple of days. Tomorro i have work from 9 till 6 and its going to be so hectic, then on sunday i have work again so no rest for me. I need the money though because mu mum has stopped giving me any. I need new bras and a new bag and i have to wait till i get my pay cheque, im desperate for new bras because i have none that fit, by boobs have balooned! im constantly wearing baggy clothes now. I hate how i look. Nothing looks good on me anymore.