Jul 15, 2004 01:50
I am really going crazy working with these idiots. Everytime we watch anything on tv, atleast on guy has to ask everyone if and I quote "would you eat it", referring to a woman. This is the absolute stupidest thing I've ever heard. Depending on the woman the answer varies. It's always one of the three though: I would fuck her, I'd tap it, or I would eat the corn out of her shit. What is the point of saying any of these things?! No matter who or what the girl looks like, they would never fuck any of these guys. Why does any guy ever say I would fuck her?! No shit, any guy that's ever said that would fuck anyone. Any girl that they say that about, you can be sure that they've never had anyone that look anywhere near that good. Why do I have to live in this world. God I had people. They also tell each other to suck each other's dick atleast 20 times a day. I really don't belong here. There has to be a place I could work where I don't have to put up with this stupidity.
I really wish I could go back to school. I was over that for so long and now it's coming back. To make it worse now I really won't ever be able to go back. I'm really starting to think that I'm just waisting my life. It wouldn't bother me so much if I didn't look at everyone that I work with and realize that this is the category in society that I fit in. I don't need a million dollar salary to make me feel happy. I actually don't need a better salary than I have now, I just need to be in another category. I'm 23 and this is the only business I'm really trained in and good at. I want a job that I don't have to deal with such white trash.
A couple of years ago it didn't seem so bad. The quality of workers here has just gone to shit. It makes me wonder if it's just here or if the quality of man has gone to shit. Maybe if I just went to another company I would be happy. I know all the people at Kinder Morgan, but they don't seem to have any more class than these guys. I would make a lot more money though, but then I would probably just end up in the same place mentally.
I don't know what to do.