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upon revision of my last post, i've got a couple more things on my mind, now that i've been incarcerated.
the only real way that people can get by when their lives aren't what they want them to be is by either:
1: using drugs, or
2: faith.
incidentally, before i went to jail, i'd say i was only partaking in the former, however.. you notice a lot of things about your life with the excess time you have to think when you're there... and i've come to realize (like most people do in jail) that drugs and drinking and partying and fucking and whatever the hell else we come up with to occupy ourselves when we're not working dead-end jobs in a shit economy WITH nothing to show, FOR nothing to show, isn't really all it's cracked up to be, and isn't even worth everything YOUVE cracked it up to be.
so now, i'm using both. because there are some things we really can't control.
the only real way that people can get by when their lives aren't what they want them to be is by either:
1: using drugs, or
2: faith.
incidentally, before i went to jail, i'd say i was only partaking in the former, however.. you notice a lot of things about your life with the excess time you have to think when you're there... and i've come to realize (like most people do in jail) that drugs and drinking and partying and fucking and whatever the hell else we come up with to occupy ourselves when we're not working dead-end jobs in a shit economy WITH nothing to show, FOR nothing to show, isn't really all it's cracked up to be, and isn't even worth everything YOUVE cracked it up to be.
so now, i'm using both. because there are some things we really can't control.