I hate myself for this.....

Feb 26, 2005 02:49

-Female Friend-
I feel the worst feeling in my stomach for letting you do that tonight. I should have made you get in that car and drive away with me, but I let you stay. I hate myself right now for it, for contributing to his cause. I feel as if I let your dad down, he told me to look out for you and now I am leaving you at some guys apartment. Let me help you and keep you from the blackened pit of Lust. Let me bring you home safe and keep you from a wicked mans bed. You are a Princess, and deserve nothing less than that type of treatment. You are a women, let someone treat you like one rather than a piece of meat that he can use for one night. You deserve much much more than you even know. You are beautiful, smart, funny, and fun to be around. I beg you not to settle for mediocrity. You deserve far better than an O.K. guy. You deserve the best. I am sorry. This is not a matter that I will chose to laugh at any longer. If my observations are wrong then I void all that I have said, but until you tell me other wise, I stand firm behind my words and will always be here for you no matter what the future may bring.
Take these words to heart for they come from not only a friend, but your brother as well.
Your loving brother,
Bartholomew

I think I made a huge mistake tonight, and I feel like shit for it.
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